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I am currently in a discipleship program which includes doing daily Bible reading, and then writing about it in a SOAP format: Scripture, Observation, Application and Prayer. You pick a specific verse out of that day's readings, write it down, write a little about your observations of this scripture, how it applies to your life,... Continue Reading →
It's happening again. It's this dance that is both boring and dizzying. And embarrassing, humiliating, humbling. I am feeling this tap tap on my shoulder, this tug tug on my heart. It's God. Or perhaps it is just my desire for God. There are certain things that will trigger it, and oddly enough they are... Continue Reading →
I have been attending therapy. I have been diagnosed with PTSD now by one medical doctor, two therapists, and one psychiatrist, although I tend to disagree. I think it is more like OTSD, ongoing traumatic stress disorder. I mean, there is nothing "post" about it, is there? Not only is Michaela still gone, she is... Continue Reading →
I have been quiet for awhile, because I have been thinking, feeling my way along this tunnel of doubt. Normally I have this urge to document the steps on my journey, but not this time. It seemed as though there was too much at stake, and I have done this too many times in my... Continue Reading →
